So Tired

Not physically exhausted.  I don’t need any more sleep, just mentally exhausted.  O is sick, which might be why she is so clingy and super needy.  DH and I had a tiff, which has not helped.  I just don’t know what I need.  I don’t know what I want.  Just a day off.  Today I went to brunch with a girlfriend, but O came.  So it wasn’t as relaxing as it should have been.  I love her so much.  And when I can’t wait to see her.  My life is better with her in it.  She makes laugh, I make her laugh.  But I can’t wait for her to get a bit more independent.  To play on her own.  To walk by herself.  To communicate her feelings.  To get her own apartment (Ok, maybe that is way far away.)

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About RidgewoodMom

Thirtysomething mom of a baby girl. First and only baby, possibly. First baby amongst my close friends. These are the trials, frustrations and lessons I have learned in raising a single child in New York.
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